Reasons to feel sad

[DjVero]

it just this constant grey sky for more than 4-5 months in this country

This, it's extremely depressing. Especially if you're vulnerable to weather-depression. A day that starts with sunshine and warmth makes so much difference. Can't wait for the first day of spring.

I can't wait either, but this January is not that bad temperature-wise, 13 degrees Lovin' it, gimme more, except for the grey sky and rain maybe, but hey, if that keeps the cold out then I don't mind at all.

[Emre]

it just this constant grey sky for more than 4-5 months in this country

This, it's extremely depressing. Especially if you're vulnerable to weather-depression. A day that starts with sunshine and warmth makes so much difference. Can't wait for the first day of spring.

I can't wait either, but this January is not that bad temperature-wise, 13 degrees Lovin' it, gimme more, except for the grey sky and rain maybe, but hey, if that keeps the cold out then I don't mind at all.

Yeah today was okay (except as you said the sky/rain) but at the moment of typing my post last tuesday it was 3c

[ThePrincipal]

Australia will have your gloomy 13 degree wet days in exchange for our 40-48 degree days causing our country to catch fire!!!!!!

[Emre]

i'm done. So fucking done. It will only be a matter of time. Until i get the balls to do it.

[SKRWD]

i'm done. So fucking done. It will only be a matter of time. Until i get the balls to do it.

Wowow, Man. Keep calm, lad. If you need to talk you can hit me up for sure

[TheHauer]

Corona has reached our village in West Germany, schools and public administrations are closed today. Last week we celebrated carnival so presumably it might have spread around already.

[lilfrenchidiot]

On the whole producing topic I stumbled upon this article : https://www.edmprod.com/5-stages-electr ... -producer/

Which is interesting as I intend to start producing with the goal to make a career out of it.

I plan to leave my current job as I cannot even start producing while doing it, because of long hours with long public transport times (my standard day is leaving my home between 8:00 AM and 8:15 AM and coming back around 8:30 PM). Only drawback is that I currently have a decent pay (2250€ / month after all taxes).

Getting pretty depressed with this lifestyle tbh, cannot even do sport anymore.

[Emre]

@splitles Nah, thanks for your concern but it's not about that. I've just been depressed, suicidal and have panic attacks everyday for years and now to top it off, 10 days ago my girlfriend for 8 years long kicked me out of the house so my suicidal thoughts are through the roof at the moment. But I'll probably power through it, like always ..

And both my doctor and therapist don't want me on antidepressants because it might actually temporarily worsen my symptoms and they think I'm gonna finish myself for real if that happens. So now I'm binging oxazepam daily to keep me calm. And now I'm living with my parents again who had been living by themselves for 5 years after I went living together, so they are also confused and sad as fuck with the new situation. Now I'm searching a job but I don't have any diplomas because I got depressed as fuck at 17 and got kicked out of school and didn't do anything with my life. Stuck as fuck.

[Emre]

Threw my cigs + lighter away last evening at 23:30. It's only been 18 hrs and I'm already sweating like a little bitch. Fuck withdrawals.

[Emre]

^ what the..