Reasons to feel sad

[Hejmeddig61]

Thanks Ceero.

I've been out for the last 2 days, and after 1-2 hours I want to go home. I have no joy at all in life. Saw football today, which i'm normally is pretty passionate about. I didn't care at all. I didnt even celebrate. I dont have a education because of my anxiety is killing me really bad. I can't meet new people because i'm too afraid. Even if I try to meet new people, I feel sick.

[Chaotic Spirit]

Hey, get up man.
I feel you really, really well. Couldn't really feel any joy in my life, it's happening since last year. My ex (real soulmate, srsly) left me after 2 years, 2 months ago, right after Defqon where we were together. I didnt' work since June as well. I deleted all my socials a while ago to really feel free/alone from everything. Even if I'm an artist, I dissapeared to find myself again in this (stupid af) World. Huge depression took over my head, went to the doc and he helped nothing, just wanted to give me pills because that's his job here, lol.
Now, I'm slowly standing up, completely alone, like really. Without friends, GF, family, even "fans" or something, just noone. You have to set new goals for yourself and focus on them, just this. Try to do some sports, running or gym is the best thing to do. I didn't run for 4-5 years while now I'm running everyday and there's no better feeling when u know u do it for yourself, not for anyone else, believe me. Try to meet totally new people or at least contact your friends from the past (I mean classmates or sth) for example, it helps. And last but totally not least (because it helped me really, really much) read a book called "The Power of Your Subconscious Mind" by Joseph Murphy, gold one really if you're lost in your thoughts. I've found a new, well paid job, a girl which I can talk to when I need real quick after reading this book. Stay positive man. Find yourself, never say MAYBE, say I WILL. You can be anyone, anywhere, but u must want it! It's your life and you got only one chance for it which isn't finished yet, it's starting from now on.

Quotting a classic:
"The only limit is your own imagination"

Goodluck!

[Hejmeddig61]

Sorry for the late reply Chaotic Spirit. Haven't really checked this site.

Hope you're getting better.

Tried taking my own life 2 weeks ago, well... I'm still here. Now on antidepressive medicin, and sleeping pills. Trying my best to hang on.

Thanks for the kind words Chaotic, really means alot.

[DjVero]

https://www.independent.co.uk/news/worl ... 46056.html

Awful Rip for the little ones.

[Emre]

Going back to meds after 1,5 years of stopping, cuz I'm slowly drowning way to far mentally. Sane enough to not wanna suicide at this moment, but also sane enough to realize that day might still come if it keeps going like this. Apparently living without them is no option, as it's purely genetic and not caused by/based on what happens in my life so.. ready to spend my whole live on antidepressants with all them glorious side effects. why did I even think 'this is just a phase' back when I was 16..

[Valadia]

Going back to meds after 1,5 years of stopping, cuz I'm slowly drowning way to far mentally. Sane enough to not wanna suicide at this moment, but also sane enough to realize that day might still come if it keeps going like this. Apparently living without them is no option, as it's purely genetic and not caused by/based on what happens in my life so.. ready to spend my whole live on antidepressants with all them glorious side effects. why did I even think 'this is just a phase' back when I was 16..

You know where to hit me up if you want to have a talk mate, might not help a lot but every bit helps.

[Emre]

Going back to meds after 1,5 years of stopping, cuz I'm slowly drowning way to far mentally. Sane enough to not wanna suicide at this moment, but also sane enough to realize that day might still come if it keeps going like this. Apparently living without them is no option, as it's purely genetic and not caused by/based on what happens in my life so.. ready to spend my whole live on antidepressants with all them glorious side effects. why did I even think 'this is just a phase' back when I was 16..

You know where to hit me up if you want to have a talk mate, might not help a lot but every bit helps.

Thanks man. I will keep it in mind <3

[Valadia]

Going back to meds after 1,5 years of stopping, cuz I'm slowly drowning way to far mentally. Sane enough to not wanna suicide at this moment, but also sane enough to realize that day might still come if it keeps going like this. Apparently living without them is no option, as it's purely genetic and not caused by/based on what happens in my life so.. ready to spend my whole live on antidepressants with all them glorious side effects. why did I even think 'this is just a phase' back when I was 16..

You know where to hit me up if you want to have a talk mate, might not help a lot but every bit helps.

Thanks man. I will keep it in mind <3

Altijd maat <3

[Bomberz]

Going back to meds after 1,5 years of stopping, cuz I'm slowly drowning way to far mentally. Sane enough to not wanna suicide at this moment, but also sane enough to realize that day might still come if it keeps going like this. Apparently living without them is no option, as it's purely genetic and not caused by/based on what happens in my life so.. ready to spend my whole live on antidepressants with all them glorious side effects. why did I even think 'this is just a phase' back when I was 16..

You know where to hit me up if you want to have a talk mate, might not help a lot but every bit helps.

Thanks man. I will keep it in mind <3

Same here Emre, I don't use FB that much anymore but write me anytime you want, got it buddy?

[Emre]

Of course man. Thanks guys