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Re: Reasons to feel sad

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Gracio wrote:Back home from Defqon.1 :(
Let the depression start..
I always feel sad the week after Defqon.1, going back to reality :(

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I feel like I had a thing going with the music I was making, but now... It feels like it's slipping away. The creativity and efficiency I had before has just vanished.
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Post by lilfrenchidiot »

i don't even know what is the purpose of life anymore, i am a spectator of it

i just finished my studies (still got an internship to do) and i feel my life is over

the character i played since september aka the party guy is breaking but the alcoholism isn't

i still live an horrible one way love towards a girl that's not even worth it

going straight into depression for real

i have never felt so bad in my life tbh
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lilfrenchidiot wrote: i just finished my studies (still got an internship to do) and i feel my life is over
Oh man, life just starts right now ;)

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The Convicted wrote:
lilfrenchidiot wrote: i just finished my studies (still got an internship to do) and i feel my life is over
Oh man, life just starts right now ;)
Actually i feel much better today, had a great party yesterday night :)

You're probably right, I tend to have "bursts" of depression from time to time, but that was the first time it was so hard, borderline suicidal

Anyway today is a good day :)
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you should have started doing a therapy long time ago, tritta.
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I also experience some kind of mood fluctuation... I feel like there's nothing wrong at all for days, even weeks and then I hardly find anything to cheer me up for the next couple of days, total hopelessness outside of my workplace in my head (and now I'm in one meh).

I try to think it's completely normal to not think of it as a big fuss but doesn't really change anything.

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I'm fed up with immigration. I'm a nice guy in general with a fuckload of tolerance. I have always been supporting immigration and opening up the borders to those who needs a place to live, as long as they integrate in to the Swedish society (learn the language, work and pay taxes, not to much asked), even my gf is a non-swede who arrived here as a child in the 90s.

But this generation of immigrants that are flooding in to our country as we speak is just something else. In Malmö (Sweden's third biggest city) there is a fucking war going in. The last two weeks, seven people have been murdered and there is no sign of this stopping anytime soon. And not only are they murdered, this is happening in the middle of the day, in the middle of the week, in the middle of the city where families and people hang out.

What bothers me most is that this kind of organized criminal gangs has started to spread north. Helsingborg is slowly but surely becoming a smaller copy of Malmö. Even in my city, which is quite small (100 000ish), there are gangs that run certain parts of the city, and people get knifed, shot and killed more or less every second week. I'm seriously afraid of being outside when it's dark (let me remind you, I live in fucking SWEDEN). And the best part is that my tax money is feeding these fucking parasites.

Politics is fucked as well, democracy is dead, if you vote anything but left wing you get framed. I'm so done with this country and can't wait to leave it in the coming 10 years. A beautiful country that was once safe, that doesn't exist anymore and never will again.

I want closed borders starting from tomorrow no matter what the people are running from. Everything in moderation works which Sweden showed in the 90s. Right now the system have collapsed, and it will get worse. I'm not even sure what I want to say with this post. I'm genuinely a nice guy that want to make good, but wtf. This is just to much. Sorry for the messy structure, but I'm seriously sad, broken and worried for my own, my friends' and my family's life.

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Damn, I have not heard of that yet! I mean I am not really following the news from outside of Germany very much, but this should've 100% been in the news, or did I miss that?
All I read is like "sweden worldcup quarter finalist happy-land"

My condolences! Not really knowing the situation I still hope this is just a short phase and things will get better soon

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The Convicted wrote:I also experience some kind of mood fluctuation... I feel like there's nothing wrong at all for days, even weeks and then I hardly find anything to cheer me up for the next couple of days, total hopelessness outside of my workplace in my head (and now I'm in one meh).

I try to think it's completely normal to not think of it as a big fuss but doesn't really change anything.
I feel you, tbh right now I don't even know what the point of life is. Don't wanna be too dramatic, I'm not suicidal or anything, but I just can't see a point to doing anything, because nothing seems to matter. The human brain sucks, huh
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