Reasons to feel sad

[Grape]

i want to have hardstyle mafia playing in germny. i am still wating

[Emre]

Dutch squad (football) hit rock bottom lvl, wow. Just lost 4-0 against France and probably won't qualify for WC 2018. Feels just like yesterday that we were ranked #1 on fifa list. Feels a bit like Phuture Noize or B-Front killing the fucking scene and a few yrs later making tracks from the lvl of Where Did I Go Wrong or Frontliner - Game. Sad to see.

[Nepsaol]

First week back at uni always makes me ill. Starting every year by missing lectures and falling behind because of fever etc is fucking worthless.

[Shadder]

I'm in love with one of my best friend girlfriend. She's also kind of in love with me. We're both lost.

[Gracio]

I'm in love with one of my best friend girlfriend. She's also kind of in love with me. We're both lost.

Ups..
Good luck you both

[Shadder]

I'm in love with one of my best friend girlfriend. She's also kind of in love with me. We're both lost.

Ups..
Good luck you both

Ahah, thanks

[Emre]

Trust issues so bad I'm very close to only ever trusting on myself permanently. Don't ever rely on someone else. It will only fuck you up and they won't even see it

[Lus]

Trust issues so bad I'm very close to only ever trusting on myself permanently. Don't ever rely on someone else. It will only fuck you up and they won't even see it

Agree. Neither your family.

[battlejellyfish]

Trust issues so bad I'm very close to only ever trusting on myself permanently. Don't ever rely on someone else. It will only fuck you up and they won't even see it

Well I think the best way to go is sharing only those things you don't find that private and won't hurt you if it's revealed. I don't really understand the "best friend" thing as well so, I want to have a private "area" where no one enters except me. It's just way too creepy to think there's somebody knowing every part of me, it's like I hardly have control over myself.

[Emre]

Trust issues so bad I'm very close to only ever trusting on myself permanently. Don't ever rely on someone else. It will only fuck you up and they won't even see it

Well I think the best way to go is sharing only those things you don't find that private and won't hurt you if it's revealed. I don't really understand the "best friend" thing as well so, I want to have a private "area" where no one enters except me. It's just way too creepy to think there's somebody knowing every part of me, it's like I hardly have control over myself.

totally agree, this has been going on since my childhood, since i'm quite a open person that tells what's on my mind, but since people always abuse the personal stuff, i've been building a wall around me since childhood, tho every so often I 'try' again to be open to someone and they always end up not taking me serious or telling that shit to the whole world. i think i'm so scarred inside that it won't ever heal back to the point it should be. isolating myself from long talks with people more and more, hope there won't be a day where I'm gonna be afraid to even go outside. tbh, i'm blessed animals exist. 10x more pure than humans (not directed at any of you guys personally). I'm just way too open/careful with people's feelings, that I automatically expect them to do the same, almost never works like that tho. anyway, slowly accepting i'll never be a 'happy motherfucker' irl smiling most of the time, and deal with my personal demons and make the best of it.