
Reasons to feel sad
- hardstyleprem1um
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Re: Reasons to feel sad
Got a almost third degree burn (boiling water) on my hands,right thigh and stomach. Doctor said i was the worst case he's seen 

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wow damn dude, didn't know you'd get third degree burns from boiling water, must have hurt like a savagehardstyleprem1um wrote:Got a almost third degree burn (boiling water) on my hands,right thigh and stomach. Doctor said i was the worst case he's seen



Gatekeeping is voor kankeridiooten
- Digital Shifter
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I sign my self up for the Herman Brood Academie (which is a school for EDM Producers to become artists) and I got declined after 5 years of learning myself techniques like the hardstyle kick and synths etc. (13 hours a day I was creating music)
Had a break from creating music and learning for couple of months now but my motivation to become the best producer and most emotional melody creator is just gone.
Thinking about selling my shit.
Never felt this bad in my whole life.
Had a break from creating music and learning for couple of months now but my motivation to become the best producer and most emotional melody creator is just gone.
Thinking about selling my shit.
Never felt this bad in my whole life.
Behind the curtain of everyday's consciousness..
Are the requirements that high? I thought schools are meant for learning, not for having to know it all before you enter.. really sucks dude, but seriously don't sell your studio stuff, prove them wrong, I totally understand how you feel right now tho.Digital Shifter wrote:I sign my self up for the Herman Brood Academie (which is a school for EDM Producers to become artists) and I got declined after 5 years of learning myself techniques like the hardstyle kick and synths etc. (13 hours a day I was creating music)
Had a break from creating music and learning for couple of months now but my motivation to become the best producer and most emotional melody creator is just gone.
Thinking about selling my shit.
Never felt this bad in my whole life.
- Digital Shifter
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Apparently, yes the requirements are really really high.
It's really weird what happened but I guess I need to accept this loss and try next year.
They said the following:
Your entry is rated on the following: Skills, Creativity and Profile.
Skills is the level of techniques you already have and the possibilities of becoming a professional.
Creativity is the level of being creative.
And profile is your background story.
We have looked at your profile and documents and this is your score.
Skills 0, Creativity 0, Profile 10.
After 2 days I got another email in which they putted explained what ''0 score'' meant.
10 is good and 0 is not enough.
But it doesn't make ANY sense at all, really.
I'm really far when it comes to sound design itself.
So I asked the reason behind the insufficient ''skill''
No answer yet.
I'm not giving up. Never.
It's really weird what happened but I guess I need to accept this loss and try next year.
They said the following:
Your entry is rated on the following: Skills, Creativity and Profile.
Skills is the level of techniques you already have and the possibilities of becoming a professional.
Creativity is the level of being creative.
And profile is your background story.
We have looked at your profile and documents and this is your score.
Skills 0, Creativity 0, Profile 10.
After 2 days I got another email in which they putted explained what ''0 score'' meant.
10 is good and 0 is not enough.
But it doesn't make ANY sense at all, really.
I'm really far when it comes to sound design itself.
So I asked the reason behind the insufficient ''skill''
No answer yet.
I'm not giving up. Never.
Behind the curtain of everyday's consciousness..
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why in the fuck do u need skill to enter a school ??? i can get why they ask for creativity but skill ?Digital Shifter wrote:Apparently, yes the requirements are really really high.
It's really weird what happened but I guess I need to accept this loss and try next year.
They said the following:
Your entry is rated on the following: Skills, Creativity and Profile.
Skills is the level of techniques you already have and the possibilities of becoming a professional.
Creativity is the level of being creative.
And profile is your background story.
We have looked at your profile and documents and this is your score.
Skills 0, Creativity 0, Profile 10.
After 2 days I got another email in which they putted explained what ''0 score'' meant.
10 is good and 0 is not enough.
But it doesn't make ANY sense at all, really.
I'm really far when it comes to sound design itself.
So I asked the reason behind the insufficient ''skill''
No answer yet.
I'm not giving up. Never.


Gatekeeping is voor kankeridiooten
- Digital Shifter
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lilfrenchidiot wrote:Digital Shifter wrote:Apparently, yes the requirements are really really high.
It's really weird what happened but I guess I need to accept this loss and try next year.
They said the following:
Your entry is rated on the following: Skills, Creativity and Profile.
Skills is the level of techniques you already have and the possibilities of becoming a professional.
Creativity is the level of being creative.
And profile is your background story.
We have looked at your profile and documents and this is your score.
Skills 0, Creativity 0, Profile 10.
After 2 days I got another email in which they putted explained what ''0 score'' meant.
10 is good and 0 is not enough.
But it doesn't make ANY sense at all, really.
I'm really far when it comes to sound design itself.
So I asked the reason behind the insufficient ''skill''
No answer yet.
I'm not giving up. Never.
The same question is running through my head everyday. Everyone around me friends, family and people I work with are shocked and cannot understand the conclusion from them.
I am a guy who is ambitious and a perfectionist so I was like wuuuuuut

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- Digital Shifter
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Thanks Emre.Emre wrote:@ Digital Shifter, keep going man
I think I just need to start to grow a fan base and release some work here and there.
And like we dutch guys say: Vallen en opstaan.
Behind the curtain of everyday's consciousness..