Reasons to feel sad

[niconietom]

I want to send my very best wishes and lots of love to all the Chilean members. The pride shown by most of your citizens never cease to amaze me. To all of you who are out on the streets participating, aswell as those of you who's staying at home, stay safe and take care of your families. You deserve so much better than this, keep fighting for it.

Thanks man, the fight won't stop until people get what they deserve, proper health and education, and the government stop abusing, and many more things though. The governments have been abusing for 30 years since the return to democracy.

[battlejellyfish]

Sending my best wishes to overthrow the neolib regime!

[ffos]

4th day of earthquakes, it is a nightmare. Around 50 people dead so far, entire families gone and thousands of houses destroyed. We are living in constant fear and with the smallest shake it is total panik and caos. hope this ends soon

[Katsching]

Coincidently, I have just booked my tickets for Anjunadeep Explorations in June, but all I can think of now is that I hope everyone in Albania will recover and there wont be any further corpses and no more earthquakes. Be strong!

[ThePrincipal]

Australia being on fire

[SKRWD]

Idk. I feel like I have to get it off my chest. After I stopped taking my medications some months ago I immediately felt relieved AND for the first time ever in my life I realised what an emotional wreck I am. These pills just numbed me, took the focus on my severe issues away and made me artificially happy. Doctors either told me that it's without any doubt necessary or they said that either pill won't help me (and I tried nearly every psychotropic except Methylphenidate because I won't get the ADHD diagnosis due to drug abuse in my history). I was fully aware that this therapy thing wasn't a long term solution but holy fuck. My problems only worsened.

Without consideration I fell back into my old patterns of behaviour, started abusing drugs (I've always used them here and there but I'm talking about REAL abuse), for example I snorted for four days straight without any sleep, completely drained, just to be admitted to a hospital due to a psychotic episode in which soldiers were coming in order to kidnap, interrogate and torture me. I know it sounds absurd and I'm glad to got over it. But. Besides the obvious severe issues, I'm currently in a black hole, full of self compassion, guilt, pity and remorse, thus resulting in asshole like behaviour towards everyone around me. It feels that I'm yet again alienating myself from everything that is good and precious to me. I broke up with my girlfriend in an emotional outburst of paranoia, I'm about to lose my apartment and my apprenticeship and I honestly don't have a way out of this misery. I don't know what to do right now and I'm not expecting you to offer a solution to this question. But it's relieving to hear that I'm not alone with these problems...

TLDR: I need help.

[adamross]

Stay strong bro. And seek help. If you want to talk just shoot a pm.

[Emre]

I fucking hate winter. I always have the heater at 22c and wear multiple layers of clothing and still my fucking skin is freezing off.

[Valadia]

I fucking hate winter. I always have the heater at 22c and wear multiple layers of clothing and still my fucking skin is freezing off.

I'm sad because of the complete opposite. I love the cold, atm it's way too warm for me.

[Emre]

I fucking hate winter. I always have the heater at 22c and wear multiple layers of clothing and still my fucking skin is freezing off.

I'm sad because of the complete opposite. I love the cold, atm it's way too warm for me.

Brain checks out.

I am literally wearing my thick winter coat inside at the moment (not even a joke). With a t shirt + hoodie underneath.