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Postby M3dia » 04 Jul 2018, 20:56

Damn, I have not heard of that yet! I mean I am not really following the news from outside of Germany very much, but this should've 100% been in the news, or did I miss that?
All I read is like "sweden worldcup quarter finalist happy-land"

My condolences! Not really knowing the situation I still hope this is just a short phase and things will get better soon
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Postby Doctor Dave » 04 Jul 2018, 21:01

The Convicted:I also experience some kind of mood fluctuation... I feel like there's nothing wrong at all for days, even weeks and then I hardly find anything to cheer me up for the next couple of days, total hopelessness outside of my workplace in my head (and now I'm in one meh).

I try to think it's completely normal to not think of it as a big fuss but doesn't really change anything.


I feel you, tbh right now I don't even know what the point of life is. Don't wanna be too dramatic, I'm not suicidal or anything, but I just can't see a point to doing anything, because nothing seems to matter. The human brain sucks, huh
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Postby Nepsaol » 04 Jul 2018, 21:04

M3dia:Damn, I have not heard of that yet! I mean I am not really following the news from outside of Germany very much, but this should've 100% been in the news, or did I miss that?
All I read is like "sweden worldcup quarter finalist happy-land"

My condolences! Not really knowing the situation I still hope this is just a short phase and things will get better soon


World Health Organization made a study last year which shows that Sweden has the highest % of weapon violence in Europe. It's crazy for a country of our size with a fantastic historical welfare. What is written in media about Sweden is not completely true, sadly enough. A lot of information is left out on purpose.

Oh btw, this study didn't even made it to the swedish mainstream news.
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Postby xeLL » 04 Jul 2018, 21:24

Nepsaol:I'm so done with this country and can't wait to leave it in the coming 10 years. A beautiful country that was once safe, that doesn't exist anymore and never will again.

Sweden doesn't have another 10 years unfortunately. Either leave your country asap or prepare to fight the war that is coming. :salute:

M3dia:Damn, I have not heard of that yet! I mean I am not really following the news from outside of Germany very much, but this should've 100% been in the news, or did I miss that?
All I read is like "sweden worldcup quarter finalist happy-land"

My condolences! Not really knowing the situation I still hope this is just a short phase and things will get better soon


People still believing mainstream news are seriously fucked in the head. :sick: Only shows that Europe is lost.
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Postby noiseshock_of » 04 Jul 2018, 21:27

Nepsaol:
M3dia:Damn, I have not heard of that yet! I mean I am not really following the news from outside of Germany very much, but this should've 100% been in the news, or did I miss that?
All I read is like "sweden worldcup quarter finalist happy-land"

My condolences! Not really knowing the situation I still hope this is just a short phase and things will get better soon


World Health Organization made a study last year which shows that Sweden has the highest % of weapon violence in Europe. It's crazy for a country of our size with a fantastic historical welfare. What is written in media about Sweden is not completely true, sadly enough. A lot of information is left out on purpose.

Oh btw, this study didn't even made it to the swedish mainstream news.


But then USA is the bad guy because they have the right to carry (H) gotta hate that evil, egotistical right-wing right?
It's correct though. A lot of the bad stuff that happens in Sweden doesn't make the news. I (don't) wonder why.
And before anyone plays the magic card, I'm probably as liberal as it gets.
hmu if u agree
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Postby The Convicted » 04 Jul 2018, 21:34

Doctor Dave:
The Convicted:I also experience some kind of mood fluctuation... I feel like there's nothing wrong at all for days, even weeks and then I hardly find anything to cheer me up for the next couple of days, total hopelessness outside of my workplace in my head (and now I'm in one meh).

I try to think it's completely normal to not think of it as a big fuss but doesn't really change anything.


I feel you, tbh right now I don't even know what the point of life is. Don't wanna be too dramatic, I'm not suicidal or anything, but I just can't see a point to doing anything, because nothing seems to matter. The human brain sucks, huh


Yup, me neither, just happens. I'm out of it suddenly now :D
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Postby Valadia » 06 Jul 2018, 17:36

Failed my exams because I turned in the wrong papers.



Why am I like this? :'( :+
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Postby lilfrenchidiot » 09 Jul 2018, 17:08

Holidays end quicker than expected coz my engine exploded on the highway ffs
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Postby VOL-E » 14 Aug 2018, 23:01

fucking love & hate football... my nail on my left foot is blue (6) now again a few months till it drops off :'(
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Postby nerz » 15 Aug 2018, 17:53

Doctor Dave:
The Convicted:I also experience some kind of mood fluctuation... I feel like there's nothing wrong at all for days, even weeks and then I hardly find anything to cheer me up for the next couple of days, total hopelessness outside of my workplace in my head (and now I'm in one meh).

I try to think it's completely normal to not think of it as a big fuss but doesn't really change anything.


I feel you, tbh right now I don't even know what the point of life is. Don't wanna be too dramatic, I'm not suicidal or anything, but I just can't see a point to doing anything, because nothing seems to matter. The human brain sucks, huh


this happens to me too but meditation on a daily basis does help a lot coping with it.

it's really worth learning and practising it.
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Postby ffos » 16 Aug 2018, 19:38

Only had 2 weeks of vacation from work, and right in the middle of them i got sick. 4th day in the hospital today. Hopefully will get out tomorrow, and monday work again
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Postby M3dia » 17 Aug 2018, 14:46

ffos:Only had 2 weeks of vacation from work, and right in the middle of them i got sick. 4th day in the hospital today. Hopefully will get out tomorrow, and monday work again


Here in Germany if you get sick during vacation and have a medical certificate that you were sick, you can add up these days.
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Postby ffos » 17 Aug 2018, 16:02

M3dia:
ffos:Only had 2 weeks of vacation from work, and right in the middle of them i got sick. 4th day in the hospital today. Hopefully will get out tomorrow, and monday work again



Here in Germany if you get sick during vacation and have a medical certificate that you were sick, you can add up these days.

Please find me a job there :)
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Postby niconietom » 21 Aug 2018, 23:08

My girl left me on saturday. I know this shouldn't make me feel this bad since we only spent one month together but it was something completely different to any other relationship I've had ever. To put you in context, I've been single since I ended a 2 years relationship in 2015, and then I've only had casual sex and stuff, but every single time I tried to be in a relationship I failed horribly. I met this girl in person (she was at my school, but graduated 3 years earlier than me, and we followed / talked with each other via instagram casually) the same day France won the World Cup, and I don't know, I wasn't expecting this to happen but we liked each other, and then started dating, we've had the most amazing time together, we got high and watched movies several times, we went for food, we watched memes for hours, we had amazing conversations, we were really compatible and established a really strong connection. I watched her painting for hours, she even introduced me to all her family and gave me a fucking Jurassic Park (favourite movie) cup. But last week she was really strange, when I asked her what was going on and if she was okay she told me that we were going really fast and it was a bit overwhelming for her because in december she'll move to Dublin for 8 months, but the one who speeded things up in the first place was here. On saturday she told me BY FUCKING TEXT MESSAGE she wanted to broke up because she liked me way too much that it would be painful to leave in december. She also said that we could give this relationship another shot in august when she gets back, but that will be in a year and things can change a lot in that time. Of course I understand her and I'm so happy she'll live her dream (she is in her last college year, studying to be an english teacher), but this is also painful AF.
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Postby ceero » 29 Aug 2018, 08:30

I'm demotivated beyond words the last few days, really.

I finished my university a year ago and since january i'e been working in a big IT company, usual 9-5 desk job. The salary is quite decent, the colleagues are fine, the company is good. There is just one detail. With every day passing by i'm starting to realize that i hate this kind of life. Wake up, go to to the office, work on mindless uncreative taks that are just a bit too complex to be mechanized and a bit too boring to be anyhow personaly fulfilling for longer than a month since starting this job. I could quit, ofcourse i could. I'd find the exactly same kind of job in a slightly different company, a slightly different field and a slightly different type of service and after two months back into the same routine. I feel like i'm trapped in this cycle, seriously. I dont have any specific education (medicine, law) that would qualify me for some specific job, all i have is a useless pol-sci uni degree, 5 years of experience doing this kind of work that im realizing i hate (i worked during my studies as well), english on almost native level (which aint shit because thats more like necessity than advantage in professional life) and some basically useless experience like teaching english to kids in Asia and working as cook in the US. Now tell me how can one utilize that in order to make living and escape a monotonous uncreative office desk job. I'm fucking 26 and i have no idea what to do in my life, what do i event want professionaly, let alone how to achieve it, i just know what i don't want. And i'm kinda fed up with all these advices that go 'follow your dream' and 'do what you like', well no shit sherlock, that really never came to my mind, i just have no fucking idea how i'd even make a basic living out of that, let alone build something. And i have literally zero experience with business, have noone in my family doing business, have absolutely zero business spirit and starting an own business seriously sounds more complicated than building a spaceship from scratch in my garage at this point (more and more im starting to think i will give it a try eventually at some point anyway...)

shit, i need to take a few days off and get indecently high
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