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Postby The Convicted » 16 Sep 2017, 00:04

Emre:Trust issues so bad I'm very close to only ever trusting on myself permanently. Don't ever rely on someone else. It will only fuck you up and they won't even see it ;)


Well I think the best way to go is sharing only those things you don't find that private and won't hurt you if it's revealed. I don't really understand the "best friend" thing as well so, I want to have a private "area" where no one enters except me. It's just way too creepy to think there's somebody knowing every part of me, it's like I hardly have control over myself.
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Postby Emre » 16 Sep 2017, 00:21

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Emre:Trust issues so bad I'm very close to only ever trusting on myself permanently. Don't ever rely on someone else. It will only fuck you up and they won't even see it ;)


Well I think the best way to go is sharing only those things you don't find that private and won't hurt you if it's revealed. I don't really understand the "best friend" thing as well so, I want to have a private "area" where no one enters except me. It's just way too creepy to think there's somebody knowing every part of me, it's like I hardly have control over myself.


totally agree, this has been going on since my childhood, since i'm quite a open person that tells what's on my mind, but since people always abuse the personal stuff, i've been building a wall around me since childhood, tho every so often I 'try' again to be open to someone and they always end up not taking me serious or telling that shit to the whole world. i think i'm so scarred inside that it won't ever heal back to the point it should be. isolating myself from long talks with people more and more, hope there won't be a day where I'm gonna be afraid to even go outside. tbh, i'm blessed animals exist. 10x more pure than humans (not directed at any of you guys personally). I'm just way too open/careful with people's feelings, that I automatically expect them to do the same, almost never works like that tho. anyway, slowly accepting i'll never be a 'happy motherfucker' irl smiling most of the time, and deal with my personal demons and make the best of it.
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Postby Nepsaol » 16 Sep 2017, 10:39

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Emre:Trust issues so bad I'm very close to only ever trusting on myself permanently. Don't ever rely on someone else. It will only fuck you up and they won't even see it ;)


Well I think the best way to go is sharing only those things you don't find that private and won't hurt you if it's revealed. I don't really understand the "best friend" thing as well so, I want to have a private "area" where no one enters except me. It's just way too creepy to think there's somebody knowing every part of me, it's like I hardly have control over myself.


totally agree, this has been going on since my childhood, since i'm quite a open person that tells what's on my mind, but since people always abuse the personal stuff, i've been building a wall around me since childhood, tho every so often I 'try' again to be open to someone and they always end up not taking me serious or telling that shit to the whole world. i think i'm so scarred inside that it won't ever heal back to the point it should be. isolating myself from long talks with people more and more, hope there won't be a day where I'm gonna be afraid to even go outside. tbh, i'm blessed animals exist. 10x more pure than humans (not directed at any of you guys personally). I'm just way too open/careful with people's feelings, that I automatically expect them to do the same, almost never works like that tho. anyway, slowly accepting i'll never be a 'happy motherfucker' irl smiling most of the time, and deal with my personal demons and make the best of it.


I'm sorry you guys feel this way. I have somewhat equal experiences where people completely fuck me over, most of the time without even realizing themselves. I finally sorted out one friend and one life partner with whom I can share absolutely everything without a second thought. Fun thing is both of them are well above 10 years older than me and it doesn't seem to be a coincidence. Anyways, my point is that it's never to late to start trusting people. Once you find a trustworthy individual, you'll know. It just takes alot of time. Stay strong bros :)
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Postby Valadia » 16 Sep 2017, 11:37

My girlfriend and I broke up. I feel relieved on one side, but so so sad no the other side...
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Postby Shadder » 25 Sep 2017, 20:03

Im a terrible human being
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Postby Katsching » 26 Sep 2017, 18:09

This whole anthem thing is ridiculous. The USA's patriotism is not healthy at all. I mean, it's just a freaking song, it's just a freaking flag. What's the big deal? Yeah, I know it stands for every troups member that falls in war and you feel bad for each individual but "important" people of the US actually start or support so many wars, which makes it so hypocritical again. And this dickhead of a president actually manages to polarize his own partly already too conservative population even more.
And now even sports has to be involved in politics because he has to make some fancy tweets and swear during speeches.
Is he really a 13 year old in an old body?
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Postby ceero » 28 Sep 2017, 01:28

Those moments in your life, when everything is kinda fucked up. Back in fucking Slovakia, no job, no money, no girlfriend, car fucked up, cant stay in my place and have to temporarily live at my parents place. And if that wasnt enough, i kinda killed my beloved HD-25s because of my own stupidity earlier today.
Yay, what a pleasure to wake up every morning. But hey, they say you wont appreciate the good moments in your life without those bad, right? Fortunately i know life does get better if you don't allow yourself to wallow in self pity in those situations.
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Postby Vicious » 29 Sep 2017, 09:58

ceero:i kinda killed my beloved HD-25s because of my own stupidity earlier today.


What is wrong with them? you can replace every part on those
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Postby ceero » 29 Sep 2017, 14:22

I probably will need an entire left driver/shell replacement. I broke a tiny, human hair sized alluminium coil inside of the shell. I dont think thats repairable, maybe by a word soldering champion...
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Postby The Convicted » 01 Oct 2017, 22:03

I "love" it so much when I sometimes wake up at night to gasp for breath... I can hardly get calm to gain back my normal breathing :(
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Postby Shadder » 03 Oct 2017, 09:54

So I was having a thing with one of my best friend girlfriend. 3rd post about that here. Shit bro.
I'm deeply in love with her and she has strong feelings for me.
She was on a break with her boyfriend and I spent some time with her. I knew it wouldn't last, but I never felt that good in a long time, even tho I felt a loooot of guilt for my friend.
And yesterday she wanted to see me to tell me she wants to try to make it work with her boyfriend. So we should stop seeing each others alone.
So yeah, pretty sad.
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Postby nerz » 03 Oct 2017, 11:01

^ damn son, that's a pretty tough situation to be in. i also quite like my mate's girlfriend and i could easily see her as my girlfriend but i don't want to cause any trouble and i'm not even sure that the girl has feelings for me (maybe she does but it is better if she doesn't - if i look at it objectively).
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Postby Shadder » 03 Oct 2017, 12:24

nerz:^ damn son, that's a pretty tough situation to be in. i also quite like my mate's girlfriend and i could easily see her as my girlfriend but i don't want to cause any trouble and i'm not even sure that the girl has feelings for me (maybe she does but it is better if she doesn't - if i look at it objectively).


Yeah man. It's better if she doesn't.
It's not the first time I've been in that situation but if she doesn't, you juste have to deal with it yourself. Wich is a pain, but in the end you just have to move on.

But when she does have feelings, it make it way more complicated. It's fucking harsh to know that it could work, but she has to make a choice, and it's not you.
I honestly regret that she didn't just send me away when I told her about my feelings for her.
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Postby Nepsaol » 08 Oct 2017, 19:21

Well, it's October and the days in Sweden are starting to get fucking dark, rainy and cold. I love the winter when it's REALLY cold and white, but the road to get there is absolutely horrible. The anxiety is increasing until mid november once the snow is starting to show. Knowing that there is more than one month left with increasing anxiety, darker days, wind and rain is tough as hell. The northern part of the world is not only a positive thing.
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Postby zanshi » 09 Oct 2017, 20:12

getting kicked out of my house with stress left & right, ANY other time would have been "ok" but whyyyy noooow :facepalm:
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